Where am I?
Tuesday I was locked out of a clients office without any explanation. The next 24 hours or so was very upsetting with every possible scenario being played and replayed constantly in my head, but still no explanation or in fact hint at whether I was in the wrong or would loose my job. On Wednesday I relocated back into head office but still feeling very depressed, anxious & frightened for the future and how this would affect both me and my family.
At lunch I was walking rather aimlessly around when I saw the book in a bookstore & it just seemed to stand out, but I told myself, depending on what the next day brought, I would buy the book.
Well today is that next day and I now know a few more details on the previous events. I am not free of those horrible feelings and doubt still knaws at my mind as I am not out of the woods yet, but I do feel more comfortable that the way forward can be my next opportunity.
So now, here I am, about to start reading the book. I do not know what I will get out of it, I do not know if it will provide me the answers I need to move forward but I know that God gave me my skills and intelligence to do seize upon opportunities and to search for the solution. That old saying, God helps those who help themselves" is true. He is not just going to give it to me.
This next chapter of my life...or even possible just the next page in the chapter is right here and now. Let's bring it on.